its been a week since ive been back 

and already i want out!! 

i'm craving europe... so badly... 

all that history and architecture and food... and freedom! 

being at home has driven me insane. 

nothing ever gets done, and if it does it's only because i had to do it. 

if this is what life is like when you're a mother 

then i never want to be one. 

it's a boring existence, so thankless, so utterly unfulfilling. 

i dont know how my mother does it. 

or maybe, i'm still too young and too naive to truly appreciate it just yet. 

either i just know 

i want to do a hell of a lot of other things right now. 

i'm restless; and there's nothing i can do about it.