so. 
upon reflecting the choices i have made in the past two months, it really has made me feel the need to begin practicing the life of a hermit. being exposed to so much, and as a result making dumb decisions whilest in these situations, i feel that i have thrown myself into the spotlight in the most unnecessary way. 

and yet, i feel almost liberated from my old self. it's as if the true me has finally come out, but in a negative way. so i dont know how i should feel about this. it's a good thing gone bad, essentially? 

whatever. 

re evaluating my life. 

hoping for the best. 

living for the now. 

and needing only coffee and the bffls.