Tuesday, June 29, 2010





feeling semi inspired by the movie, up in the air.
i fell in love with the idea of the air plane as not merely a mode of transport, but a place of destination. an escape. a space that in no other can you be equal to birds in flight. how wonderful is that?
i found it to be such an interesting concept, it never occurred to me before seeing this movie, to treat the air plane as such a place. a place of solace. the film literally depicted being in-transit as an actual destination for george clooney's character, metaphorical for his desire to escape.
& i absolutely loved the idea of it.

it also made me realize just how partial i am to airplanes, air ports, and all that jazz. the whole notion of travel is very romantic, but there's something about airports and airplanes that can be very emotional.
take the arrivals and departures. arrivals are typically a place where individuals are eager and excited to be there, whether they are being reunited with family, friends, or both, or are just on the cusp of a new beginning, adventure, life. departures can be a place of tearful goodbyes, where people are leaving in search of something else, and can serve as a reminder to us as to how important certain people are to our lives, the significance of their presence, and to imagine just how different life would be without them.
then there's the actual plane ride. you're put at random to share such personal space with strangers, it can be incredibly excruciating. especially for a person as shy and introverted as myself and not being able to afford first class. in a way it forces sociability, and as a result of such circumstances i have met some of the most interesting people. once, on a transfer flight from krakow to munich, i met a saudi arabian student going home for the summer. he was sent by his government to study english in poland, and he explained to me his own comparisons of arabic and polish, and how they were both such incredibly difficult languages when compared to english. it created this realization in me as to how amazing it is that a country is subsidizing their young students to go to foreign countries in an effort to cultivate a more enhanced education that travel can offer, and how much of a pity it is that so many american students don't learn another language while so many others are so good at english. planes can force you to either extreme: sociability or isolation. either way, i see it as a form of personal exploration. a destination to self discovery.

i mean, when else are you going to have to sit for hours and hours on end, doing nothing?

just a thought.

image from here.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

um, oh hey, krakow
thanks for making it easy to get obese
love you lots
xoxo

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

" i'm just a girl
standing in front of a boy
asking him to love her."


i almost forgot how cute this movie is.

julia roberts is just spectacular.
she's probably one of my favorite actresses of all time.
so sophisticated, so classy, and so down to earth
all at the same time.
i love that she can be goofy, that she's not afraid to
and that she's not focused on the hollywood scene
maybe its the fact that she's maturer,
knows how to handle herself
and her role choices... i love them.
which is why i absolutely cannot wait
to see her in eat, pray, love.
great book... & hopefully a great movie.

xoxo m'dears.

photo courtesy of close-upfilm.com

Tuesday, June 1, 2010



this photo reminded me of the days i spent in london studying for my classes, all the while sitting on my window ledge, my bare leg slung outside, and my little cup of PG Tips right by my side. never in my life had i had such a wonderful and pleasurable study session, where i could mull over the complications of the british parliamentary system as i enjoyed the soft chilly breeze coming in from kensington gardens, the sounds of the little french kids running to school in their matching violet uniforms, the sudden brakes from the meandering red double deckers that snaked in intervals throughout south kensington...

i can't get over it. i miss this city just far too much. i want to go back so badly.
yet, i can't help but wonder if it was being with the people i was there with that made the city so incredible. they became a sort of second family for me while i was there... and yet i did manage to spend a lot of time on my own. it's not difficult, nor is it something i hate doing. london definitely allows you the freedom to merely wander about, there's just so much to see and do all the time! i just fear that, if i do somehow, in some amazing way, end up having the opportunity to go back, or even to move there, that my entire experience would just be completely different. as in, BAD.
maybe initially, when i first get adjusted and everything... but man. even despite that... every part of my body, my soul, my HEART aches for the precious few months i was there. the only thing i would change about it? i'd bring every single one of my loved ones, the fams, B, everyone, just so i could share with them everything crazy and exciting that i had experienced living in such a cosmopolitan city...

some day. just wait.



photos courtesy of garance & thinkquest.